A City Is Big Without You
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"A city is too big without you, so which way should i go?"
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Saturday, January 16, 2010, 6:00 AM
10/01/16
[A Musician's Life]Felt like blogging suddenly, not sure why. Felt so bored, and lonely somehow. Not sure what to do. Playing my guitar and thinking of lyrics. Its so hard to find the right word to express yourself. Why is it so hard? Life stinks. But in another way, that's what makes people do stupid thing for the stupid things they want to do.
Feeling down these days. Not sure why. I think this is what you called, getting old and having "moodswing". Not having period for your information. Just feeling down. I went to school, trying to put a smile on my face. Leaving my worries at my doorstep. Going to school, meet my friends, and drew random stuffs. Going back home, doing my same routine everyday. What fun is it anyway? Beats me. That's life. Now, i don't even know what am i craping here! @@
Anyways! Yeah, im playing my guitar and writing lyrics. Inspiration just doesn't come like that. I went out one day, the whole day, taking my lyric book and came home with nothing. Forcing yourself to write songs isn't beautiful, but when you got the inspiration, thats amazing. Something that still kepp me on the right track and giving me those inspiration comes from someone. This girl, you can say, when time is hard, she's the one what make me laugh. I mean really laugh in front of public alone, and people might think im crazy. Haha. Yeah, i still remember those people looks. Thos long faces and blank faces. Haha. But thinking back, and whenever i see that, it makes me smile. And whenever i talk to her, it makes me feel.... Alive? Im not sure thats the right word. Guys find it hard to get the right word. A guy, a guitarist, have the melody, but couldn't get the right words. And that bugs me.
Whenever people sing, people would think of something that makes them happy and sing. People who sing for fame, thats a loser. A sore loser. Singing is about something, someone. Whenever i take my guitar, i go on stage, i close my eyes, look up, and somehow, i think of that girl. That one girl make me sing. I know i sound crazy, but trust me, any other guitarist i talk to, same thing. Haha. When i hang out with guitarist, as some of us strum our guitar in the mamak stall, and i will be drinking Teh Tarik Ais. Haha. We will laugh along and sing and talk about our loves one and life and the world. When we laugh like hell, those people will look as us. And i heard a boy saying, we damn noisy. Lol.... But those was fun times, hearing songs, singing to it, and when you were me, you wish someone to be there. It would be different. A city is to big without someone you love or care for. You would not know where to go. I would not know where to go. Again, i don't know what im crapping. @@ But it felt right to express it.
Now, i miss this girl terribly much.... Gosh. And my friends say im crazy. Haha. Maybe a little. I got knock on my head this morning, by a guitar. == Ever thought of if one day, one day, you just go off like that, without saying goodbyes to those you care. Its scary. I daydream alot. So i do. XD Haha. Word couldn't really describe fully what am i feeling now. Just by songs........
-Iwin Tay-
16/01/10
10.24p.m.
[The Last Song Ever]
Some of my friends would understand this post, i hope this girl would, just remember i care bout you alot....